My Swimtember Motivation!

I've been bitching and moaning at myself for not being motivated enough at swim practice.  So I entered the Rowdy Gaines Masters Classic from October 14 - 16.  Check it out at rowdygainesclassic.com.  Anyways since I paid for this meet I better work hard the next month.  I also didn't sandbag my times too much.  I just rounded up a smudge.  That way even if I continue my slow swimming I will have to work hard to make my entry times.  Oh god, I should have sandbagged them even more.  I'm nervous now. Hopefully this will motivate me in Swimtember!